my family has to ruin everything..

and it's fuckin x'mas!
LIKE GOD.. all i wanted to do was watch the first season of 24 this christmas
and then my mom has to barge in and go "oh i wanna watch it too"
so FINE. .even though she talks through like every episode WHATEVER.. i let her
so after i watched the first episode with her, my sister joins it with us for the second episode, and my dad just watches it on and off
so we watched six episodes and i went out skating

THEN, i come back
and they tell me theyve watched another one without me
like what the fuck?
way to watch MY dvd WITHOUT me when im not allowed to watch it without you!
fucking selfish assholes
and they dont think they did anything wrong
and they're addicted to it
my mom keeps going "watch the episode you missed right now so we can continue"
and i go "no. fuck it. how about, i watch them all by myself and u guys can go to hell"
and its MY dvd so they cant say anything about it

jeez! what the hell is wrong with them. im sick and tired of being nice to my family when really they do nothing for me.
i go all out buying shit for my sister like leather roots purses and her rockawear purse and other expensive shit that i wont remotely benefit from since my taste in stuff is nothing like hers.
and i get nothing in return. i was planning on buying her an ipod nano for christmas this year but you know what? fuck it. its not like she gets me anything.
and my mom? i buy her even more shit. and i put up with her taking over the computer just so she can email my sister, who never emails her back anyway. and i act like her fuckin maid around the house putting up with her saying "well vanessa isn't here to do it". what?! like vanessa EVER did any work when she was around?! i'm always their bitch who's too nice to argue back and refuse to listen to them. when something needs to be done and my sister's busy playng games on the computer i go out and i do them. when was the last time my sister picked up a shovel? ha, i can't even remember. i even get yelled at when SHE comes home late because apparently its my fault?
and when she had a job and i didn't, i was doing so much work around the house. and all they said was "oh, she has a job, you have to pick up her slack" im ALWAYS picking up her slack. and then when she quit her job i STILL had to do all the work coz she was applyin for universities at that time and it was stressful for her?
and then I got a job.. and i STILL had to do all the work because my sister was in her final year and she had shitloads of work. hypocrites! oh and it gets worse because now when IM in my final year i STILL have to do all the work because now shes in university! and when she comes home she sleeps until three fuckin pm and im here waking up early doing work and she has none coz shes freaking on break and i still HAD school for another week!! and its because "she just went through stressful midterms" well guess what assholes.. it doesn't matter what she went through coz shes DONE. and I still have MY OWN work to do coz i had four tests while she slept until 3pm.
god, id come home from school and she would just wake up.

and i get yelled at for not spending x'mas eve with them. please. who the hell would want to spend x'mas eve with them.

PS: i got a dog for x'mas

of course im kidding. do you think my family would ever get a dog.. argh.